They say don't be anxious for anything. There is a huge difference between wanting something and knowing what is truly yours. I have said it so much that now it feels like a part of me, what is truly mine no one can take away from me. The first time I heard this truth was 2 years ago in a red car with a sticker of a frog like person smoking out of a crafted bong. I remember that day like it was yesterday and it always brings a smile to my face, I am so grateful for that day, for meeting the man of my dreams. Sarah don't be anxious for anything. Its worth the wait, worth the work, worth every challenge that arises on account of it. Its been too long now and that's okay too, I don't care how long it takes because I understand its worth. I feel good about myself, grateful for my life and being a part of this glorious existence and more than anything grateful for the one I love, I am soooo grateful to and for him, you made all my dreams come true and I know that you know just like I know the gift that we both share. I love you, till the end of time, even after death, I love you